Woke up to a rainy gray day.
These are the days I really miss my lil man who would quietly come downstairs and crawl into bed with me and snuggle up under the covers.
He would quietly find the TV remote and turn on the Disney Channel and curl up next to me with his stuffed Curious George.
The other two boys would be off to school in our carpool.
He would just lay here and let me rest and I loved the snuggle time.
Today was different. I had to get up and get everyone's lunches packed, make breakfast, get them dressed, and be out the door on time. I dropped them off at school and headed back home.
I crawled into my unmade bed and pulled up the covers. I usually don't do this because I wasn't quite ready to face that "lonliness". I had kept busy with errands or catching up with friends. I thought I could crawl back into bed this morning but it still a little depressing to me to do this alone.
I am going to try to take a nap and clean this house today. Since my surgery I haven't been able to clean at all and I saw some cobwebs accumulating around different areas of the house. I also think the boys sheets are turning 50 shades of gray!
Usually my rainy days were filled with cartoons, snuggles, coloring, play-doh, baking and indoor crafts.
Now it's naps and cleaning. I guess that is a good thing but I need to get used of it. Some habits are hard to break so I might just make Cooper's birthday cupcakes today!
So on the weekends when ALL of them come down and shimmy in the middle of us and snuggle with Disney channel playing in the background I will treasure it and let them do it as along as they want!
There's a Billy Dean song that I absolutely love and rings so true to me these days!!
Let Them Be Little:
Let em sleep in the middle!!!