The pains have decreased a little day to day and I am able to get around more and even go up the stairs. It was killing me not to know what the upstairs looked like. My OCD had to take a little break and that was hard to do!
Today I thought I would try my contacts. My Dr. had said my eyes would still be a little inflamed after surgery just because of the strong drugs and trauma of the surgery. I put them in today and I can say it is the first day I have had them in and I can wear them comfortably. When I had Essure in, I could only wear them for an hour and they immediately would hurt and I would fight getting them out. I am happy to say I can wear my contacts now!
The pains come and go and the left side is still the worst where they removed a cyst but that is to be expected. It is tolerable...
I am looking forward to hitting the road and running a couple miles. I know I need to wait until my six weeks is done. I am looking forward to being pain free all day. I have more patience with the boys. I am looking forward to not falling asleep at 3 pm because I am exhausted. I am looking forward to going school shopping on Monday for school supplies! Being sedentary and laying in bed for a whole week is and was very difficult for me! I did enjoy the snuggle time, hugs, and kisses. I would lay in bed and the boys would crawl up and snuggle with me and drift off to sleep and I would just stare at them as they were so peaceful and take in the moment and feel blessed. It has been interesting to me this past week, the middle child who likes to test me to my limit is the one most concerned if I am ok and being so loving. They all took care of their mom and were helpful and Charlie has gained a new appreciation for what I do on a daily basis. I am wondering if making their beds, keeping their rooms clean and putting their laundry away will continue...
I still have my days where I get emotional but it's getting better. I think it's because now that I can stay a little busier and not laying in bed thinking about it I am able to put it in the back of my brain for now... well until Monday the 14th!
This surgery probably not only saved me from a lot of medical problems down the road but also saved my life. So I am thankful for that today.
Women know their bodies and that's what I kept telling my Dr.
I am glad I never gave up!
Now I have control again!
Yes, you always have to be your own patient advocate !! Always. I'm glad things are starting to improve for you honey.....love you loads.
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